Bear,
I don’t know where to begin… I guess I never really knew what was going to happen between us from the beginning and I never imagined we would move so quickly nor would you be so perfect. I figured we would hang out, get to know each other, and be just friends like most of the guys I meet and hang out with. I have always been that friend. I never planed on finding anyone, especially not as soon as I did. It is amazing how this world works isn’t it; God always keeps you guessing and as soon as you think you know something for sure everything changes. I want you to know that I love you and I always will. You always questioned me on why and how, but I never would tell you. I do not really know why I wouldn’t tell you; I guess because I didn’t want you’re your head to get so big that you would want to leave me and find someone better because lord knows I am not perfect by any means. I think it is important that you do know though.
You have so much patience with me it is amazing. I know that I am a very difficult and stubborn person sometimes, but you still stay with me and handle my selfishness better than I could ever manage doing myself.
You always do whatever you can whenever I want something to help me get it... and the thing is it was never really the material things, but more or less when we shared a soda or a snack; you would always make sure I had the first sip/bite and give me the opportunity to also have the last if I wanted.
You never have a problem sharing anything of yours with me where as I can be selfish and double think things. Your money, food, jacket, shirt, toys, presents, secrets, thoughts, dreams… Truly selfless.
You always want me to be happy no matter what you had to do, but more than that you always know how to make me happy. Sometimes it would be something as goofy and little as eating strawberries out of my ears or giving me a hug when you first see me after work. Sometimes it would be more difficult like giving me space when you want to be by my side more than anything.
You look at me like no one ever has before. My whole life I have never felt like I was good enough and have always been criticized/judges; even by those that I love the most… both family and friends… you always make me feel like I am the star shinning bright on top of the tallest tree in the world. You have never said one bad thing about me and that means more than you could imagine.
You are the most handsome man I have ever met; from the dimples on your face when you talk/smile to your big strong calves. Hehe… I love your sandy colored hair, shape of your eyebrows, color of your eyes, and your nose; smile and lips. I love your body; it is truly perfect in my eyes. Your arms, chest, stomach, back, legs, hands, feet, everything! Although I told myself I would never admit it… I even like the little body hair that you do have. It is just cute on you; I don’t know why.
You have the greatest personality in the world. You always keep things positive around me even when you are going through a rough time such as being effected by the economic down fall we are going through right now in this country. You still make me giggle and feel like nothing is wrong.
We are so similar in so many ways:
You’re just as much of a klutz as I am and you are always doing clumsy things. Just like me.
You have the same problem with your words being twisted around and your sentences being as influent as possible. Just like me.
You say things before you think about them, so when they come out it could sound mean but really it was supposed to be a compliment. Just like me.
You get excited about the littlest things in the world and yet not so impressed by things that make people go, WOW! Just like me.
You can be extremely quiet and keep to yourself about things that you feel don’t need to be shared. Just like me.
You cannot keep a secret/surprise no matter how hard you try because you just get to happy about the special things you do. Just like me.
You can feel so imperfect in such a perfect world; when, in fact, you are as perfect as the person standing right beside you in such an imperfect world. Just like me.
You are sarcastic, fun witted, loving, and everything I could ever ask for. Just like I have always wanted to be.
I could never ask for anything more and I am so happy to have met you and be with you. I wanted to make sure that you knew this and that I am not just saying it to say it. I love you!!
Love,
Bunny
I don’t know where to begin… I guess I never really knew what was going to happen between us from the beginning and I never imagined we would move so quickly nor would you be so perfect. I figured we would hang out, get to know each other, and be just friends like most of the guys I meet and hang out with. I have always been that friend. I never planed on finding anyone, especially not as soon as I did. It is amazing how this world works isn’t it; God always keeps you guessing and as soon as you think you know something for sure everything changes. I want you to know that I love you and I always will. You always questioned me on why and how, but I never would tell you. I do not really know why I wouldn’t tell you; I guess because I didn’t want you’re your head to get so big that you would want to leave me and find someone better because lord knows I am not perfect by any means. I think it is important that you do know though.
You have so much patience with me it is amazing. I know that I am a very difficult and stubborn person sometimes, but you still stay with me and handle my selfishness better than I could ever manage doing myself.
You always do whatever you can whenever I want something to help me get it... and the thing is it was never really the material things, but more or less when we shared a soda or a snack; you would always make sure I had the first sip/bite and give me the opportunity to also have the last if I wanted.
You never have a problem sharing anything of yours with me where as I can be selfish and double think things. Your money, food, jacket, shirt, toys, presents, secrets, thoughts, dreams… Truly selfless.
You always want me to be happy no matter what you had to do, but more than that you always know how to make me happy. Sometimes it would be something as goofy and little as eating strawberries out of my ears or giving me a hug when you first see me after work. Sometimes it would be more difficult like giving me space when you want to be by my side more than anything.
You look at me like no one ever has before. My whole life I have never felt like I was good enough and have always been criticized/judges; even by those that I love the most… both family and friends… you always make me feel like I am the star shinning bright on top of the tallest tree in the world. You have never said one bad thing about me and that means more than you could imagine.
You are the most handsome man I have ever met; from the dimples on your face when you talk/smile to your big strong calves. Hehe… I love your sandy colored hair, shape of your eyebrows, color of your eyes, and your nose; smile and lips. I love your body; it is truly perfect in my eyes. Your arms, chest, stomach, back, legs, hands, feet, everything! Although I told myself I would never admit it… I even like the little body hair that you do have. It is just cute on you; I don’t know why.
You have the greatest personality in the world. You always keep things positive around me even when you are going through a rough time such as being effected by the economic down fall we are going through right now in this country. You still make me giggle and feel like nothing is wrong.
We are so similar in so many ways:
You’re just as much of a klutz as I am and you are always doing clumsy things. Just like me.
You have the same problem with your words being twisted around and your sentences being as influent as possible. Just like me.
You say things before you think about them, so when they come out it could sound mean but really it was supposed to be a compliment. Just like me.
You get excited about the littlest things in the world and yet not so impressed by things that make people go, WOW! Just like me.
You can be extremely quiet and keep to yourself about things that you feel don’t need to be shared. Just like me.
You cannot keep a secret/surprise no matter how hard you try because you just get to happy about the special things you do. Just like me.
You can feel so imperfect in such a perfect world; when, in fact, you are as perfect as the person standing right beside you in such an imperfect world. Just like me.
You are sarcastic, fun witted, loving, and everything I could ever ask for. Just like I have always wanted to be.
I could never ask for anything more and I am so happy to have met you and be with you. I wanted to make sure that you knew this and that I am not just saying it to say it. I love you!!
Love,
Bunny
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